Awesome Karin. For your first time, that was pretty good. Forget about what used to be. You need to go into this with a attitude that it will work. The problems you had in the past, are in the past. Now is a "new day". I am glad it motivates you, but like I said, now is now and then is then. If you are open to it, you will progress further. Just remember, I have been doing the same thing for years now. My Doorway program is the result of all that I learned via a lot of trial and error. I have just wrapped all the favorable parts into one easy to follow package.